smile and let it pass..

things tat i go thru..
it happen again but different backwards..
really cant bliv it when carmen told..

such as..
i waited someone who's went to ns..
now d fella waiting is gf who's inside ns..

i hav been treated someone bad when i got my love life..
now im single im sad, and being treat bad..

somebody care bout me, but i blew away..
now.. wont care anymore..

now i understand..
everything i did wil get payback or wil happen again but in different way..

the things i lost..
im kinda regret for losing it..
at the same time i feel so empty..

feel so lonely..
things change..
this is payback to me..
for wat i've done..

i hav to go on..
accept and absord..
learn..
to become stronger..

i cant smile happily like b4..
thr's nothing i can b cheer up wit..
force myself to smile..

smile and c wat had happen..
smile and let things happen..
smile and thinking all those bad mmries..
smile on d mirror c how fake, silly i am..

*im wit fake smile eveyday~*