smile and let it pass..

things tat i go thru..
it happen again but different backwards..
really cant bliv it when carmen told..

such as..
i waited someone who's went to ns..
now d fella waiting is gf who's inside ns..

i hav been treated someone bad when i got my love life..
now im single im sad, and being treat bad..

somebody care bout me, but i blew away..
now.. wont care anymore..

now i understand..
everything i did wil get payback or wil happen again but in different way..

the things i lost..
im kinda regret for losing it..
at the same time i feel so empty..

feel so lonely..
things change..
this is payback to me..
for wat i've done..

i hav to go on..
accept and absord..
learn..
to become stronger..

i cant smile happily like b4..
thr's nothing i can b cheer up wit..
force myself to smile..

smile and c wat had happen..
smile and let things happen..
smile and thinking all those bad mmries..
smile on d mirror c how fake, silly i am..

*im wit fake smile eveyday~*

fighting til d last minute!!!

they remind bout how lucky i am..
i dint realize..
everything i had jz not enough..
everything i go thru for me its hard..
but i heard their stories..
im lucky~

get too much..
giv less..
expect too much..
sacrifice less..

hope too much..
disappoint too much..
scare too much..
think too much..

negative too much..
positive less..
confident less..
complain too much..

lots of bad things~ =.='''
really need to change!!!!