hard time..............

today went to interview..
a beauty boutique saloon..
d place is quite nice..
their uniform...
cute.. XP

the company need contract..
its about 1-2years..
haiz.... 2 year too long liao..
1 year ok de.. stil can take it..
if 1 year.. i'l stay in dis industry..
if nothing change..
i'l go..

in dis 1-2 year..
hope things wil change..
including myself..
in dis hard time..
i cant be free anymore!
i dun wanna kill myself wil all the stupid thinking!
i wanna be busy..
forget all those stupid thinking!
rebuilt my own character!

stil..
im hoping a better answer..
if its not d asnwer tat i expect..
i'l b gone..
to a new place...
i'l find a small place to hide myself..
sing sad love song in d middle of the nite..
and mr. lonely always wit me...

dis is wat i plan for dis hard time...
i must work hard!