afraid of wat??

when thr is no chance,
i hope i can get the chance..
when thr is a chance,
i afraid to giv a try..
sigh...........

live for wat???

那四个月。。

睡不着，很无聊。。
看看电脑里有什么旧歌。。
听听下，
听到那时候常听的歌。。
陪着我度过那四个月的歌。。

那些歌，是从一位网友(R)那里下载回来的。。
听回哪些歌，很多感触。。
伤心，失去自我，没有自信，内疚，生气，
和自己作对，躲来躲去，做自己不喜欢的事，
情绪很差，就快疯了！！

现在好很多了。。
一切回到原点。。
很感谢，网友们的陪伴(P,C,A,J,R,T)还有很多！
不是你们的话，我早就疯掉，跳楼死了！

接下来的每一刻，我会珍惜。。。

sweet song~ melting..

heard a sweet song frm jez~
nice one~!
sweet lyrics...
but feel abit creepy too~

Cocorosie- By Your Side

I'll always be by your side
Even when you're down and out
I'll always be by your side
Even when you're down and out

I just wanted to be your housewife
All i wanted was to be your housewife

I'll iron your clothes
I'll shine your shoes
I'll make your bed
And cook your food
I'll never cheat
I'll be the best girl you'll ever meet
And for a diamond ring
I'll do these kinds of things
I'll scrub your floor
Never be a bore
I'll tuck you in
I do not snore
I'd wear your black eyes
Bake you apple pies
I won't ask why
And i try not to pry

I'll always be by your side
Even when you're down and out
I'll always be by your side
Even when you're down and out

And its nearly midnight
And all i want with my life
Is to be your housewife
Is to be your housewife

'Cause it's nearly midnight
And all i want with my life
Is to die your housewife
Is to die your housewife