u bloody non-educated fucker!!!!

TSF, a fren of mine..
we used to hang together..
we used to b close frens..
but not now..

she likes to b fake~
she loves to show off..
but there's nothing for her to show..
bcz in d end she wil ask me, y like tis? y like tat?

every word out frm her mouth...
she neva think before say it out.
she said she accidentally spoke out...
wwwwaaaaaaaaa............................

i was very angry...
i already knew she wil talk bad and critic..
but i stil get hurt..
those things she said really hurt deep down of my heart!!!!!
i cried and think y she treat me like tat?
izit im the one wit alot of problem?
am i annoying?
am i disgusting?
y she hate me so much?

in the end,
i tel myself..

y should i care bout her?
y should i bother?
she is the one who make problems!
she is d one who are no brain at all!!!

ok~ok~..........................
just bcz she is non-educated~
i should forgiv her~
my knowledge are more than her~
i should b proud of myself~
bcz im not like her~!!!
im much more better than her~!!!!

YOU WON'T KNOCK ME DOWN ANYMORE!!!!!

讨厌寂寞，喜欢安静~

和朋友喝茶，
什么都聊。。
只有她最了解我~
聊到最近很气的事！

最近讨厌和家人出去吃饭。。
要等一个个去冲凉，
要问大家的意见，
大家的意见都不一样！
一直兜风想去那里吃~

在车里，
他们聊的话题，
都在说别人的事，
每个都耳聋，
说话又大声！
一直讲我，叫我不要这样那样！
人家都没有这样！还讲到人家一定会这样！！
很吵！！
烦啊！！！

我不是不想和他们吃饭，
我不是不爱他们，
我只是想要安静。。
他们根本不了解不明白。。

就算是没节目，没出去都好。。
我也不想和他们出去吃饭。。
只想待在家。。
静静的，
听音乐，
放松，
休息，
回想和肥猪一起开心的时候，
然后睡着。。

这么简单。。
度过每一晚。。

just wan to b close to u~^^

i like her..
not because of she is related to who or who..
just because she is who she is~

i try to be close to her..
but i shy..
dun even knw how to start a topic..
usually i wil start with my 'professional' advice..
................LAME!!!!!
its jz an idea try to talk to her..

i like her,
she is unique~
she is cute~
she is who she is~
she doesn't fake~
she's not try to become somebosy else~
she got her own way~
she got her own opinion~
she got her own taste~
she is nice~
she is not show off~
and..............
ALOT~~~~!!!

i hope we can be closer~
can share stories, secret, experience together~
but................... long way to go~^^
haiz.............

p/s to her:

hope everything she do wil b smooth~
stay cute~
i wil always support her~!


u guys sure think tat im les...
hahahaha~!!




hope tat she wont find out tat i write bout her~ XP