不再兰着脸要你可怜了！

to be continue~~

keep silent..

tired...
tired of explain..
explain when ppl dun bliv u..
u choose to tell all over again or keep quite?
i choose to keep silent..

eventho i explain..
ppl wont understand and wont bliv..
jz let them think wat they wanna think bout me!!!
im dun hav d strength to worry bout wat u ppl think bout me..
i cant even take good care of myself!!!

wat u all wanna judge bout me jz do so..
i am wat i am..
i am who i am..
and u all are wrong!!

wat i've heard frm u all~
my respond is..

WHaTeVeR~~~~

-New Divide-

I remember black skies, the lightning all around me
I remembered each flash as time began to blur
Like a startling sign that fate had finally found me
and your voice was all I heard, that I get what I deserve


There was nothing insight, the memory's left abandoned
There was no where to hide, the ashes fell like snow
and the ground caved in between where we were standing
and your voice was all I heard, that I get what I deserve


In every loss, in every lie,
In every truth that you deny,
and each regret and each goodbye were some mistakes you pray to hide
and your voice was all I heard, that I get what I deserve

So give me reason to prove me wrong, to wash this memory clean
Let the floods cross the distance in your eyes
Give me reason to fill this hole, connect the space between
Let it fill up to reach the truth and lies, across this new divide

Across this new divide
Across this new divide

try

All I know is everything is not as it's sold
But the more I grow the less I know

And I have lived so many lives though I'm not old
And the more I see the less I grow
The fewer the seeds the more I sow

I wish I hadn't seen all of the realness
And all the real people are really not real at all

The more I learn the more I learn
The more I cry the more I cry 
As I say goodbye to the way of life I thought I had designed for me

Then I see you standing there
Wanting more from me
And all I can do is try 

Then I see you standing there
I'm all I'll ever be but all I can do is try

All of the moments that already passed
(Already passed) 
We'll try to go back and make them last
(Make them last) 
All of the things we want each other to be 
(Each other to be)
We never will be 

And that's wonderful
And that's life
And that's you baby
This is me baby
And we are
We are

We are free in our love

Try

people..................

mayb im not cute..
not interesting like them..
mayb im a boring fren..
cant entertain..
mayb im annoying..

i just like a fren like u...
u r special..
but too bad..
mayb some misunderstanding..
or i am d misunderstanding..
or i think too much???

mayb u jz wan a hello-goodbye fren..
or i too serious on everything..
or i jz too lonely...

mayb~~~~~

不是我。。

女生，
要装可爱才会讨人喜欢的吗？
女生，
要装无知才会有被别人受保护吗？

那些‘装’的人，
不辛苦吗？
被人喜欢的感觉很好吧？
被受欢迎的感觉很喜欢吧？
被受保护的感觉很爽吧？
带着面具过日子不累吗？
面具被拆破会很惨吧？

你们总是幸运的。。
你们太‘可爱’了！
没人舍得恨你们。。
你们，
厉害~ 赞~够假！

see a litte light~

Stay alone in my room
every moment passing too slow
watch the candles burn into the night.

Fall into a dream wake up
and everything the same
a second older but alone
just like a child.

If you just give me a sign
to live and not to die
then I can see a little light
I could find some piece of mine
I don't know where you are
maybe near or maybe far
I just need a little light.

Hear a clock ticking
on a light that could have meaning
if I could find the love like in your eyes
see a million people everyone so lonely
but we don't have to be alone tonight.


If I could see a little light
if I could find some piece of mine
if you just give me a sign
I could see a little light
I don't know where you are
maybe near or maybe far
I could see a little light
if I could see a little light
if I could see a little light.

Stay alone in my room
every moment passing too slow
watch the candles burn into the night.